Hello my friends… Happy New Year! Welcome to 2019. The last year of the decade. I can hardly believe that it’s nearly the 2020s. It even looks wrong to type.
Last year, I wrote up a post about the things that I wanted to accomplish in 2018; goals that I was going to try my best to stick to as the year went on. I’ve never liked the term “New Year’s Resolutions” because I feel like it’s so heavy with negative connotations. Most times, we hold ourselves to extremely unrealistic resolutions and when we aren’t successful, we end up feeling so down on ourselves. But I do like the idea of setting goals and trying to achieve them. Goals are more flexible than resolutions, in that resolutions feel more like something you have to be working on every single day, whereas goals are more long-term.
So, without further ado, here are my 2019 goals!
Read 35 Books
Sooo this past year, I set myself a goal of reading 50 books… Unfortunately, I didn’t make it. Not even close haha. I ended up reading about 37 books - which is still a lot, don’t get me wrong!! I definitely learned a lot about time management this year. And with my anxiety so bad at certain points throughout the year, I often lost my drive to pick up a book and read. But this year will definitely be better, in that sense. Instead of holding myself to another unattainable goal, I’m going to try to read 35 books in 2019.
Do More Things That Scare Me
At the start of 2018, my anxiety held me back from doing a lot. In fact, for the past 6 years, it’s been holding me back. But by the end of the year, I finally started to get control over my life again. Now that I have more confidence and less anxiety, I definitely want to try to push myself to do more things that scare me, things that I usually avoided doing because of my anxiety. One of those things is going back on a cruise. The last cruise I went on a few years back was horrible because of my anxiety, but we have another one booked this year and I’m excited to step out of my comfort zone!
Be More Outspoken - In Life and Online
A side effect of my anxiety, one that has really bothered me for a long time, is the fact that my shyness causes me to censor everything I say. I’m always afraid of going against the grain, or opposing someone else’s thoughts, so I tend to just agree with other people or not speak out about my thoughts/opinions just to keep the peace. Which is so unhealthy and just downright annoying. In the New Year, I definitely want to make a change in that. I’d love to be more open, not only in the “real world” but online as well.
Self-Care, Self-Care, Self-Care
It took me about 19 years to realize that self-care is important. And I know that sounds ridiculous, but think about it. How often do you put yourself first? I spent years and years putting people before me, at the expense of my own self-health. This past year, I really started to focus on myself. Being healthier, taking care of my skin, making decisions that weren’t only benefitting people around me. There’s a million small things you can do to improve your own self-health! I’m definitely going to make a conscious effort to continue to care for myself in 2019.
This is something I tell myself that I’m going to do every. single. year. And I never do it. But this year, I’ve decided, is different. Before, I stopped myself from branching out into the Youtube world with vlogs because my mind and anxiety always acted against me. It’s hard to put yourself out on the Internet like that. Blogging is different; I know how to write and it’s comfortable. But I can’t forget my 2nd goal: stepping out of my comfort zone! I’m going to be doing a ton of exciting things this year and I’d love to share them all with my followers through a different format than just written posts.
~ What are your 2019 goals? ~